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Not much to update in terms of progress. This week I'll finish up my first full vial of Pinnacle test E, and based on results so far... they're stuff rocks! Tbol is almost done, I have 7 more days of that left and based on it alone, I've made some amazing progress (10 pounds in under 3 weeks). Can't wait to see what happens when I actually get to see test kick in! The wife actually grabbed my arm this weekend and said "Where did this come from? IDK if I like ths or not!" WTF?! Anyway, more on that situation in a minute.
The RAGE
So I was on a quick trip this week to Florida and got delayed going home because American clearly doesn't know what they're doing. I to transfer planes in one terminal to a different one and then back to the original because there was some malfuncion with another flight using our gate. With the PIP in my quad, it was not a very pleasant walk back and forth. AND to top it off, having gotten all the way through security and my first flight on a smaller plane, the gate agent decided my carry on back was just too large to fit (despite the fact it had fit in the overhead bin 7 other times that month). No amount of explaining that would sway that bitch! And thats when I realized it. I was getting red in the face, my blood pressure was up and I was PISSED OFF! So this is what roid rage feels like I guessed. Being that I actually wanted to get home and not be arrested for yelling at some over-authoratated (its a new word!) power happy gate agent, I took my laptop out of my bag, dropped my bag in front of her and said Fine you can have it! Walked onto the plane without another word said. I was certain I was going to hear my name called out over the speakers in the plane to come to the front, but I apparently skated by this time.
The WIFE
So prior to the cycle starting, we did good to have sex once a week. My travel schedule doesn't help, but I honestly just could take it or leave it over half the time. So I went to get my T checked prior to starting injections and it came back at 403 Total T. And now I'm certain thats on the high end of the scale for me. Well, naturally, I'm horny as a teenager in the last week or two and that fact is not lost on my RN wife. She brought it up this weekend and since I'm horrible at not telling her things, I cracked. But in the process we discussed the low T issue, and I convinced her at least that I had just experimented short term with a replacement therapy prior to actually seeing a real doctor. She said I was an idiot and told me to get seen. Granted she was impressed with the amount of research I'd done and is very open to the idea as long as its over seen by a physician. She's even willing to do the injections herself when it comes to that point! I also explained to her that in no way was I aiming to become Arnold but I do want to build myself a little, and she has no reason to complain about that... Especially when she sits there at a film when a buffed out Brad Pitt or whoever comes on shirtless and she goes "Oh yeah! Oooh La La!" She backed down real quick after that!
So, unfortunately I have to bail out of this cycle early and get my blood levels back to normal so I can be seen and find out if TRT is a viable option for me. Otherwise, I guess I can freely admit that AAS just isn't going to work for me, despite all the allure of it... my marriage is more important. I've got one more ML left in the vial that I'll finish up on Thursday and then I'm done for now. I expect I'll see some gains over the next few weeks, but that will be it.
Now the question is how much PCT should I do? I don't want to take too much and raise my natty above where it was orginally (actually I feel like I'd be better to half ass the PCT) but I can't walk in to the doc with a completely shutdown HPTA either.
The RAGE
So I was on a quick trip this week to Florida and got delayed going home because American clearly doesn't know what they're doing. I to transfer planes in one terminal to a different one and then back to the original because there was some malfuncion with another flight using our gate. With the PIP in my quad, it was not a very pleasant walk back and forth. AND to top it off, having gotten all the way through security and my first flight on a smaller plane, the gate agent decided my carry on back was just too large to fit (despite the fact it had fit in the overhead bin 7 other times that month). No amount of explaining that would sway that bitch! And thats when I realized it. I was getting red in the face, my blood pressure was up and I was PISSED OFF! So this is what roid rage feels like I guessed. Being that I actually wanted to get home and not be arrested for yelling at some over-authoratated (its a new word!) power happy gate agent, I took my laptop out of my bag, dropped my bag in front of her and said Fine you can have it! Walked onto the plane without another word said. I was certain I was going to hear my name called out over the speakers in the plane to come to the front, but I apparently skated by this time.
The WIFE
So prior to the cycle starting, we did good to have sex once a week. My travel schedule doesn't help, but I honestly just could take it or leave it over half the time. So I went to get my T checked prior to starting injections and it came back at 403 Total T. And now I'm certain thats on the high end of the scale for me. Well, naturally, I'm horny as a teenager in the last week or two and that fact is not lost on my RN wife. She brought it up this weekend and since I'm horrible at not telling her things, I cracked. But in the process we discussed the low T issue, and I convinced her at least that I had just experimented short term with a replacement therapy prior to actually seeing a real doctor. She said I was an idiot and told me to get seen. Granted she was impressed with the amount of research I'd done and is very open to the idea as long as its over seen by a physician. She's even willing to do the injections herself when it comes to that point! I also explained to her that in no way was I aiming to become Arnold but I do want to build myself a little, and she has no reason to complain about that... Especially when she sits there at a film when a buffed out Brad Pitt or whoever comes on shirtless and she goes "Oh yeah! Oooh La La!" She backed down real quick after that!
So, unfortunately I have to bail out of this cycle early and get my blood levels back to normal so I can be seen and find out if TRT is a viable option for me. Otherwise, I guess I can freely admit that AAS just isn't going to work for me, despite all the allure of it... my marriage is more important. I've got one more ML left in the vial that I'll finish up on Thursday and then I'm done for now. I expect I'll see some gains over the next few weeks, but that will be it.
Now the question is how much PCT should I do? I don't want to take too much and raise my natty above where it was orginally (actually I feel like I'd be better to half ass the PCT) but I can't walk in to the doc with a completely shutdown HPTA either.