Title sums up my year.
I've been a long time mma athlete. No juice because testing. Going into this year I weighed 210lbs. In January I got very sick, and after recovering I knew something was wrong after a couple weeks I'm the gym. I wasn't the same.
Immediately I suspected test issues, pushed my doctor but it took forever between specialists and insurance.
Over the next 3 months I lost 40 lbs.
Mri found a small tumor on my pituitary.
I got on Trt, they prescribed Me 125 a week....but the vile had enough to do 250 so I jumped on that immediately.
I felt so shitty at this point it was an incredible relief. Psychologically I went from an absolute mess to feeling great. Pretty quickly I built back up to my original weight, and in the last month or so have finally made some strength progress in the gym....
Now I have an issue and this is why I'm really here, please let me know if this portion would be better suited in another thread.
At this point at 250 test a week my weight has stabilized at my original size, BUT after a couple days my low T symptoms return...
Cold feet, mental instability, loss of appetite.... literally how I felt when I had practically no test (120 nanograms was my lowest score)
On the way back up to this weight I'd feel amazing all week, completely stable between doses. I talked with someone who is also on trt and they recommend I split the dose up. Now I do two doses of 125 a week and it's honestly worse lol. Now instead of feeling great at the beginning of the week and bad at the end I feel lame all week hahaha.
I tried 500 a week last week split up into two 250s and I felt perfect.....my biggest issue is I don't understand why it seems like dudes way bigger than me are fine on way smaller doses... what's wrong with me (besides a brain tumor lol)?
I can pull all my lab work from my doctors if yall want to see it.
Maybe this is normal for my condition? What sucks is the doctor seems not at all interesting in increasing my dosing.
Thank you for your time and I apologize in advance for anything I might have missed, im just at my wits end with this shit
I've been a long time mma athlete. No juice because testing. Going into this year I weighed 210lbs. In January I got very sick, and after recovering I knew something was wrong after a couple weeks I'm the gym. I wasn't the same.
Immediately I suspected test issues, pushed my doctor but it took forever between specialists and insurance.
Over the next 3 months I lost 40 lbs.
Mri found a small tumor on my pituitary.
I got on Trt, they prescribed Me 125 a week....but the vile had enough to do 250 so I jumped on that immediately.
I felt so shitty at this point it was an incredible relief. Psychologically I went from an absolute mess to feeling great. Pretty quickly I built back up to my original weight, and in the last month or so have finally made some strength progress in the gym....
Now I have an issue and this is why I'm really here, please let me know if this portion would be better suited in another thread.
At this point at 250 test a week my weight has stabilized at my original size, BUT after a couple days my low T symptoms return...
Cold feet, mental instability, loss of appetite.... literally how I felt when I had practically no test (120 nanograms was my lowest score)
On the way back up to this weight I'd feel amazing all week, completely stable between doses. I talked with someone who is also on trt and they recommend I split the dose up. Now I do two doses of 125 a week and it's honestly worse lol. Now instead of feeling great at the beginning of the week and bad at the end I feel lame all week hahaha.
I tried 500 a week last week split up into two 250s and I felt perfect.....my biggest issue is I don't understand why it seems like dudes way bigger than me are fine on way smaller doses... what's wrong with me (besides a brain tumor lol)?
I can pull all my lab work from my doctors if yall want to see it.
Maybe this is normal for my condition? What sucks is the doctor seems not at all interesting in increasing my dosing.
Thank you for your time and I apologize in advance for anything I might have missed, im just at my wits end with this shit