Hi guys im 34 and been on HRT since 28. It started when i was 22 and took tren and never recovered completely. I did a few cycles before from 17-22. I'm all messed up now because Im 8 weeks off and just tested at 153ng (range 240-827). Im weak, fatigued, have sleepless nights, ridden with anxiety, having panic attacks, crying, soft voice, no energy to carry on a conversation - which scares me. feel the brain fog.
This is the longest Ive been off but I heard others can recover. I was fine at 28 testing at 392ng. Felt a million bucks compared to now but thought I was low. I was SO STUPID!! How can I stay off and recover? Any advise? Would my test levels come back? I really don't want to go back on but can't feel this terrible either. I'm having massive anxiety about everything. My sleep apnea is worse now. This was caused from the tren - it attacks your kidneys and then invades your other organs. I'm into the chinese medicine thing about kidney yin and yang which makes total sense. I was on chinese herbs first 6 weeks and didn't feel this bad but then was told to stop one of them and felt this shitty, now Im even worried about taking those herbs, who knows what they are doing. I eat perfectly to recover but I can't go on like this anymore!
I know there is a member on here j2048b but I cannot PM him since I don't have 25 points. If someone can PLEASE reach out to him to reply here and help me out or if others can help I would appreciate it so much. I believe he was on for 8 years and came off, took him 6 months to recover back to 567 which is astounding. I just hope I can make it through this.
Thanks,
Shawn
This is the longest Ive been off but I heard others can recover. I was fine at 28 testing at 392ng. Felt a million bucks compared to now but thought I was low. I was SO STUPID!! How can I stay off and recover? Any advise? Would my test levels come back? I really don't want to go back on but can't feel this terrible either. I'm having massive anxiety about everything. My sleep apnea is worse now. This was caused from the tren - it attacks your kidneys and then invades your other organs. I'm into the chinese medicine thing about kidney yin and yang which makes total sense. I was on chinese herbs first 6 weeks and didn't feel this bad but then was told to stop one of them and felt this shitty, now Im even worried about taking those herbs, who knows what they are doing. I eat perfectly to recover but I can't go on like this anymore!
I know there is a member on here j2048b but I cannot PM him since I don't have 25 points. If someone can PLEASE reach out to him to reply here and help me out or if others can help I would appreciate it so much. I believe he was on for 8 years and came off, took him 6 months to recover back to 567 which is astounding. I just hope I can make it through this.
Thanks,
Shawn