StephMalachy1990
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Hey forum
Before I start I confess to being an idiot and damaging myself. I was weaned onto steroids at a stupidly young and immature age and got addicted. Im 19 now and have only started to see the bigger picture in life. I need help, but not a lecture and people telling me "youve ****ed up kid TRT for life unlucky" sort of thing like ive read in other posts.
With that aside. You have no idea how much I appreciate any advice at this stage. Please if anyone can help i'll be extremely grateful.
I started cycling when I was 17. I have details logged of all my previous cycles but to summarise;
(Year 2017)
I started Cycle 1 when I was 17. I did 12 weeks of Test/Deca cycle, followed by a very poor 3 week PCT.
Immediately followed by a 4 week Test/Tren cycle, and again a weak 3 week PCT.
Waited 2 weeks after that PCT and did 3 weeks Test/Tren again (the reason for these 4 and 3 week cycles was because I couldnt deal with the tren so had to quit them early.
That was basically over a 6 month period. On that last 3 week cycle I didn't do a PCT at all. I was off 6 months and had all the symptoms of low testosterone (obviously) However I got my blood work done during that period after all the steroids were well out of system and I was in the normal range for testosterone, albeit in the low side. Prolactin was quite high too. However this atleast meant that my Testosterone was coming back itself even without PCT.
Year (2018)
I started 8 week cycle, Test with Dbol, and used Tren first 2 weeks.
Then a decent 3 week PCT.
This is where I really ****ed up. I immediately did 16 weeks Test and EQ cycle and since then until now Ive blasted and cruised until as far as this week of 2018.
Imo, had I did a strong PCT for 6-8 weeks after the 3 week Test/Tren cycle in 2017. I would of been back at my normal level.
Then in 2018 I just completely ****ed up and got addicted. I know that its more dangerous to stay on long term than it is to do short bursts of higher doses.
I know im in bother and Ive alot of work todo and probably a long period of feeling shitty while I go off is inevitable. But im still positive and hopeful that I will make a full recover.
Can anyone help me plan a strong extensive PCT?
One problem I have is that ive been using HCG since July of this year and ive noticed the past few weeks I may becoming desensitised to it.
My own protocol would be; (If I was todo it myself without any guidance)
Wait 2 weeks until esters clear while also going off HCG for 1 month.
That would bring me to 4 weeks from today
Then high dose HCG at 2500iU for 4 shots over 2 weeks.
Then Clomid 100/100/100/100/ 50/50/50/50
Alongside Nolva 40/40/40/40/ 20/20/20/20
Arimidex throughout at 1mg eod
Possible option of a peptide called Triptorelin but im unsure of how to incorporate this or how it would fit in.
As I say. Im 19. I've done damage and learned the hard way but im well and truely fed up with steroids and my ego/bigorexia has took a back seat this past while. Blood pressure is high. I cant get or maintain an erection and barely able to ejaculate. Libido is 0. Mood swings and I cant have proper sex with a girl even using viagra. I just want to be healthy now.
Id love if anyone can help me out with advice and im going to pray that I make a full recover one way or another.
Thanks you!
Before I start I confess to being an idiot and damaging myself. I was weaned onto steroids at a stupidly young and immature age and got addicted. Im 19 now and have only started to see the bigger picture in life. I need help, but not a lecture and people telling me "youve ****ed up kid TRT for life unlucky" sort of thing like ive read in other posts.
With that aside. You have no idea how much I appreciate any advice at this stage. Please if anyone can help i'll be extremely grateful.
I started cycling when I was 17. I have details logged of all my previous cycles but to summarise;
(Year 2017)
I started Cycle 1 when I was 17. I did 12 weeks of Test/Deca cycle, followed by a very poor 3 week PCT.
Immediately followed by a 4 week Test/Tren cycle, and again a weak 3 week PCT.
Waited 2 weeks after that PCT and did 3 weeks Test/Tren again (the reason for these 4 and 3 week cycles was because I couldnt deal with the tren so had to quit them early.
That was basically over a 6 month period. On that last 3 week cycle I didn't do a PCT at all. I was off 6 months and had all the symptoms of low testosterone (obviously) However I got my blood work done during that period after all the steroids were well out of system and I was in the normal range for testosterone, albeit in the low side. Prolactin was quite high too. However this atleast meant that my Testosterone was coming back itself even without PCT.
Year (2018)
I started 8 week cycle, Test with Dbol, and used Tren first 2 weeks.
Then a decent 3 week PCT.
This is where I really ****ed up. I immediately did 16 weeks Test and EQ cycle and since then until now Ive blasted and cruised until as far as this week of 2018.
Imo, had I did a strong PCT for 6-8 weeks after the 3 week Test/Tren cycle in 2017. I would of been back at my normal level.
Then in 2018 I just completely ****ed up and got addicted. I know that its more dangerous to stay on long term than it is to do short bursts of higher doses.
I know im in bother and Ive alot of work todo and probably a long period of feeling shitty while I go off is inevitable. But im still positive and hopeful that I will make a full recover.
Can anyone help me plan a strong extensive PCT?
One problem I have is that ive been using HCG since July of this year and ive noticed the past few weeks I may becoming desensitised to it.
My own protocol would be; (If I was todo it myself without any guidance)
Wait 2 weeks until esters clear while also going off HCG for 1 month.
That would bring me to 4 weeks from today
Then high dose HCG at 2500iU for 4 shots over 2 weeks.
Then Clomid 100/100/100/100/ 50/50/50/50
Alongside Nolva 40/40/40/40/ 20/20/20/20
Arimidex throughout at 1mg eod
Possible option of a peptide called Triptorelin but im unsure of how to incorporate this or how it would fit in.
As I say. Im 19. I've done damage and learned the hard way but im well and truely fed up with steroids and my ego/bigorexia has took a back seat this past while. Blood pressure is high. I cant get or maintain an erection and barely able to ejaculate. Libido is 0. Mood swings and I cant have proper sex with a girl even using viagra. I just want to be healthy now.
Id love if anyone can help me out with advice and im going to pray that I make a full recover one way or another.
Thanks you!