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Hello ppl,
Alittle background about me and my experiences in bodybuilding (sorry if this is alittle bit of an essay, I just want to share my personal story) My dive into the world of bodybuilding came at the age of 18. I had just moved to Thailand and joined a local bodybuilding gym. Got introduced to a lot of the big guys as well as AAS. Being the naive know nothing teen that I was and still am I took the advice of my “friends” and started my first cycle of test e 500mg/wk at 18yrs old. It was one of the best 8 weeks of my life.
I was eating everything, growing every week, and banging every ladyboy in the whole south east of Asia. It came to an end and I did a 4 week clomid/ nolva pct. Felt pretty good through the whole pct and weeks after and kept a good amount of size and strength. A couple months passed and I had done more research and felt confident about starting another cycle so I did and it was 10 weeks of test e 500mgs as well as some winstrol the last 5 weeks. Now keep in mind this was all legal where I was living and I could literally walk across the street to the pharmacy and get everything I needed including all ancillaries. I felt so good this cycle that I never wanted it to end so like a crack addict junky I went and bought more to extend my cycle.
This time I would cut on test p and masteron. This is were things would get dicey. At the time I was giving no regard to how I was treating my testicles and they were about as small as snap peas as I had been on for about 4 straight months at this point. The masteron while it was making my striations look amazing it gave me horrendous acne on the sides of my face.
My body felt toxic and I was developing a lot of anxiety and paranoia about what I’ve done to my body and whether I’d be able to recover. I felt it not worth it anymore and I finally came off. Fast forward to now I’ve been off for approximately 4 months and feel healthy and happy. I definitely went through a bad pct depression but I just grinded it out kept and eating and training. I have no plans of doing another cycle till far into the future tho the temptations been high as I have a bottle of tren just lying around, but as for now I just want to train and learn.
Thanks.
Alittle background about me and my experiences in bodybuilding (sorry if this is alittle bit of an essay, I just want to share my personal story) My dive into the world of bodybuilding came at the age of 18. I had just moved to Thailand and joined a local bodybuilding gym. Got introduced to a lot of the big guys as well as AAS. Being the naive know nothing teen that I was and still am I took the advice of my “friends” and started my first cycle of test e 500mg/wk at 18yrs old. It was one of the best 8 weeks of my life.
I was eating everything, growing every week, and banging every ladyboy in the whole south east of Asia. It came to an end and I did a 4 week clomid/ nolva pct. Felt pretty good through the whole pct and weeks after and kept a good amount of size and strength. A couple months passed and I had done more research and felt confident about starting another cycle so I did and it was 10 weeks of test e 500mgs as well as some winstrol the last 5 weeks. Now keep in mind this was all legal where I was living and I could literally walk across the street to the pharmacy and get everything I needed including all ancillaries. I felt so good this cycle that I never wanted it to end so like a crack addict junky I went and bought more to extend my cycle.
This time I would cut on test p and masteron. This is were things would get dicey. At the time I was giving no regard to how I was treating my testicles and they were about as small as snap peas as I had been on for about 4 straight months at this point. The masteron while it was making my striations look amazing it gave me horrendous acne on the sides of my face.
My body felt toxic and I was developing a lot of anxiety and paranoia about what I’ve done to my body and whether I’d be able to recover. I felt it not worth it anymore and I finally came off. Fast forward to now I’ve been off for approximately 4 months and feel healthy and happy. I definitely went through a bad pct depression but I just grinded it out kept and eating and training. I have no plans of doing another cycle till far into the future tho the temptations been high as I have a bottle of tren just lying around, but as for now I just want to train and learn.
Thanks.
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