Serious question for experts on adverse effects of T have a VERY serious health issue since I first started getting T shots from my doctor. I have had serious adverse effects & the doctors I've seen are CLUELESS! I've actually never been so disillusioned & unconfident in Doctors as I have become since. The best advice I think I've received yet is to ask a bodybuilder. So here I am & I hope to gain wisdom.I just want to start this by saying I am NOT here to promote anything. I'm not here to warn or convince anyone to not take T. I actually think that there's a LOT of false-propaganda about it & it can be a life saver or a self-esteem/quality of life improver. So Please don't get the wrong idea about this question.I'm going to try my best to explain the entire situation, so bare with me.I was on a medication last year that ended up dropping my t levels very low. I had no sex drive at all. I told my doctor & he prescribed me andriol 40mgX2daily. I took them for about 6 months & asked if I could stopped & he said that's fine, so I'd did. Within a week I felt like shit again so I started to take them randomly (very dumb of me). I took 1x1 daily for a bit, then 1 daily, sometimes none, etc. So I basically ****ed up my hormonal balance. I got a blood test & it put my T levels at 52. (I'm a 30 yr old male that had levels over 300 before this started)... So he gave me a 200mg shot delatesterol. (This is where it really gets bad)Within a day my face got so dry it was flaking. My hair started to fall out within 2 days. By day 3 my gums were DARK red & my gumline turned clear and receded. I went to the store & collapsed on the sidewalk. I felt like I was dying. My left side felt like I was kicked with a steel toe boot.After a few more days the effects subsided & went to emergency..they recommended me to an endocrinologist. Fast forward 1 month I saw the endo. His recommendation was for 3 months take 100mg shots weekly to regain balance then stop. After starting the 100mg shots I was good. I felt good, I had no severe side effects except slight hair loss for two months..then one week my doctor came in 2hrs late & was rushing through patients. He almost forgot to even give me my shot & after he did give it I had a bad feeling that he gave me the standard 200mg shot. Within 6 hrs I started to see my face & torso turn BEAT RED & small blood vessels start to appear. I went back to endocrinologist & told him & he said "it sounds like your doctor might have given you the wrong dose). I agreed...he denied it with everything he had. So I changed Doctors finally & dropped the weekly dose for 3 weeks to 50mg weekly but the entire 3 weeks I had bad s/e. My face was dry like sandpaper & causing pockmark scars & every time I got the shot my face/arms/chest would turn bright pink for 4 days. I got a blood test & it had my T level at 575. This was last month. I went two weeks with nothing after that & got a 100mg shot last week & since it has been the original 3 months, the doctor thinks I should stop now. I agree, but I'm worried about what might happen.Is there ANY advice that anyone could give me about a strategy that's best suited? I'm worried about just stopping & having my levels drop so much, so fast..but I'm also worried about continuing the shots & it destroying my body more.I very much appreciate ANY wisdom that I can gain.Thanks.