That really sucks man. You look fantastic.
you’ll be even more impressive when you actually do get a chance to step on stage.
Be safe brother.
Sorry for the change in plans bud. On the plus side, food is awesome!!!
It's unfortunate, and I hope for the best to come of this, you have been training hard as F***, and it shows.
However; now that I seen your from Latvia , I can't stop reading your post with a Russian accent in my head... Have no idea if it's close to Russian or not but my ignorant self automatically went Russian when reading it.
Best of luck and keep this journal updated.