Xyokoma's Phentermine Log Journal

[xyokoma]

No shit excuses, I went from fit to fat because I kept caving in to emotional stress hunger and became so insatiable I can never get that nice feeling anymore when youre done eating and just content that youre done. Lots of self loathing and a sexless relationship. Got in touch with a weight clinic and theyre sending me over Phen. 2weeks on 18.6mg and 2weeks 37.5mg. Will log any progress and side effects and shit daily.

Current stats:
74.6kg before poop
1.64m
BMI 27.7

Goal: 64-65ish kg
Looked lean at 66.7kg before(2017) but I reckon I hold 3-4kg more muscle mass now.

Plan: no more cooking daily for my other half just meal prep. One of my enemies is waiting for food to cook each day when Im starving to fkn death after gym and end up over eating. Tons of low cal dense foods.
Ill definitelt indulge if I have to to stay sane but will keep it at a limit where I can burn it off in extra cardio time over 2-3days.

Will see how my appetite changes to adjust meals accordingly.


Reminder to self: dont fkn crack you fat bitch. Just do it.

 

[Seeker]

Well then, welcome back.

 

[Jin]

Get it done, lady.

 

[Trump]

Is this clinic in U.K.?? I wouldn’t mind some phentermine

 

[xyokoma]

Thanks, guys. Gotta make it count this time.

Is this clinic in U.K.?? I wouldn’t mind some phentermine

Yes mate its a clinic based in London but I did a zoom call as I live up north(they were also cheaper than in my area). Granted you have to have a higher BMI to get the script, 27 for women, not sure about men. 1st months supply £75 all in all.

 

[CohibaRobusto]

Will log any progress and side effects and shit daily.

Good to hear regular daily pooping is a priority! Not many people mention that here

 

[xyokoma]

I measure my daily quality of life by whether I have pooped or not.
Wait, isnt that what everyone does?

 

[Sicwun88]

Dedication & desire to overcome
Conquers all! Hang in there!!!!

 

[CohibaRobusto]

I measure my daily quality of life by whether I have pooped or not.
Wait, isnt that what everyone does?

I think I mentioned it once in my journal after these meatheads talked me into eating 4k calories a day, that now I pretty much eat and poop all day, so fun times. Lol

 

[wilkinkc]

you got this, just keep your head on the prize!

edit: sorry for bro lol, just noticed lady member

 

[xyokoma]

I think I mentioned it once in my journal after these meatheads talked me into eating 4k calories a day, that now I pretty much eat and poop all day, so fun times. Lol

I feel sore for your butthole :32 (20):

 

[xyokoma]

Thanks everyone for support. Hopefully this will keep me feeling accountable af.

 

[BRICKS]

Defication & desire to overcome
Conquers all! Hang in there!!!!

Fixed it for ya.

 

[DEADlifter]

I like your outlook. Good luck. I'll be following along and rooting for ya.

 

[dk8594]

I measure my daily quality of life by whether I have pooped or not.

mind if I use this as my signature?

 

[Boytoy]

I like a sore butthole :32 (20):

My kinda woman!!

 

[dk8594]

Good to hear regular daily pooping is a priority! Not many people mention that here

I measure my daily quality of life by whether I have pooped or not.
Wait, isnt that what everyone does?

Fixed it for ya.

in reference to defection and desire.

I think what started out as a phentermine log is on it’s way to becoming one of bowel movements. Congrats on your commitment and on what may be a UGBB first.

Curiosity has compelled me to subscribe.

 

[xyokoma]

Just dont forget the quote marks finished by Ghandi.

 

[xyokoma]

mind if I use this as my signature?

^ sorry forgot to tag you mate

 

[Lizard King]

So you may want to mix in some intermittent fasting since you will not be hungry if you take the Phen in the AM with a big glass of water, maybe some Metamucil so you get that full feeling in your stomach for the first few days.
I can get till 3pm before I feel the need to eat and can get everything in between 3pm and 7pm (usually 2 meals) and then not eat again till 3pm the next day. I find I shed weight even faster this way. Lots of water keeps that full feeling.