Gabriel
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We all know people who have been effected by Cancer,friends,family,co-workers..But it still cuts deep..Theres a local pub 2 miles from my house I occasionally go to just for the fellowship and they all love the ..so long story short..made a friend there and his wife has been battling..more like loosing the fight..well thanks to another A-hole Dr. was missed diagnosis..and entered stage 4..and if you know anything that's a death sentence..I mean No light left in her eyes..they Chemoed it right out..just got a reply from numerous unanswered text.. Heart attack.. can't talk..days left.. She actually was working all this time because she needed the insurance..Makes me mad as hell typing this that our system is so broken that she had to continue to work..I didn't know that each treatment of chemo is 25k..Just felt like venting..he has gone through what my girl is starting to go through now..After seeing this,seeing him crushed.. I'm not at all sure I can do this to my girl..I wouldn't wish his pain on anyone..and sure as hell NOT someone I care about..She has been Golden this last down time that I'm still having trouble with..but the look in her eyes is not as promising as before..each time it's harder and longer to return to my feet..This perspective my friend has allowed me to observe has me wondering...has me Questioning..I will never stop fighting..to beat this..but even I see the wear on others now..I can't consciously cause pain to people I care for..I just can't..I need to find a solution before much longer..Moreover,I need get some of these other problems fixed,that Dr.s are dragging their feet on..They may have time I don't..Or I won't have to worry about C killing me..because I won't live long enough..
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