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ok i will try and keep this brief. i suffer from ptsd. bad, spent about 4 years in bed, lost my home, my wife, been to the edge face to face with my 45. 3 trips to the v.a. hosp. bla ,bla, bla . poor me. anyway i am on several anti depressants anti anxiety, you get the idea. but since i started trt it has like somebody turned a light on. i still fall in the hole but it is not bottomless anymore. since trt i have not spoke to mr 45. i am not looking for pity i am just putting this out for anybody thinking about trt. and suffering like i did.
and for the record i still think suicide is a option for certain things, als, Alzheimers, violations of my integrity code, like if i had a desire to hurt a kid or a theater full of people, time to take 1 for the team. well you get the idea
and for the record i still think suicide is a option for certain things, als, Alzheimers, violations of my integrity code, like if i had a desire to hurt a kid or a theater full of people, time to take 1 for the team. well you get the idea