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Guys I'l just be straight with you. My life has been a living hell for well over two years now. I have lost two jobs in as many years. I am currently unemployed and am receiving no benefits. I lost a relationship that lasted a year. I lost my apartment. I had to move back in with my parents (I'm 33). I feel like blowing my goddamn brains out quite frankly. I've been out of work for 7 months and I hear that once you are out of work that long you will not get employed due to unemployment discrimination. Additionally my dick doesn't work since I've suffered from major depression and low test levels 343ng/dl and realize that I will never be with another woman for the rest of my life...I don't think TRT is going to help me since I'm so fucked up. should I just get off it and kill myself or just go ahead and pin 1000 mg and then run my car off a bridge in a blaze of glory.?