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PCT can suck a fat turd. My head is all over the place. I go from raging dickhead to getting choked up over nothing and back again. I have said things to people and thought, man thats not even like me. I havnt wanted to go to the gym, to the mma gym or anything really. I had the flu for a couple of weeks and never got back into gear. I finally made the gym tonight and what do you know. Ive lost 3 lbs but stronger than I was a month ago. I was happy about that. I thought strength would be down for sure. Not sure how that works out but I think Osta has alot to do with it. Now if I could just get my head together. Im thinking about just starting TRT ahead of schedule. I wanted to wait and go through Mike but man Im ready to quit feeling like shit. The wife is a trooper but I can tell she is a little disappointed. She was getting it twice a day on cycle. I dont even want to look at titty pics now.