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More than a few of you guys have contacted me asking me where I have been. I have to say, that's pretty FN cool that people I have interacted with online soley actully took time out of their day to check on a brother. As many of you know I am a tattoo artist and shop owner. Tax season is my busy season and I am off the hook busy. It's like Christmas in the ghetto. New shoes and tattoos. So as you can assume my life is eat,sleep,gym and sling ink. I see my kids when I drop them off at school and Sunday. If I am lucky my wife waits up for me to get home. So time for SI and other such social media is at an all time low. I really feel as though I haven't held up my end of the relationship. You guys have given me so much and I am not sure I have given back. I do however have a long time customer I have grown fond of and trust enough to share what you guys have with me. Sources no. Knowledge yes.
Poor 24yr old kid who has seen his share action on the battlefield and suffers from ptsd as so many of our brave men and women do. He is actually a personal trainer at a local gym and just starting his journey with AAS. First cycle is test only. Had I known he was considering a cycle in advance, I would have asked him to wait til he was 30 and maxed out naturaly. Like many of us did early on, he has relied very heavily on "the big guy at the gym" for his advice and mega over priced and suspect gear. So my mind set is if he is going to do this I need to help him be safe. At least he was smart enough to do a low dose test only first cycle. I guess so at 140.00 for one bottle of test c 300mg! Fuck, I am in the wrong business. LOL. AI and blood testing were like foreign language to him. So on top of being busy, I have picked up a side project as well. Plus he thinks I'm a fucking genius. Poor kid.
As far as me, I have backed off my TRT protocol to just 120mg test a week. 60mg every 84 hours and I am still Keeping a test level over 1000. Estro been around 50 but I have adjusted my adex accordingly. Labs were yesterday and just waiting for results. I expect my test level to dip a bit under 1000 and my estro to be around 25-30. Ran two long cycles of test,mast,tren,var and GH pretty much back to back. Not wise and now I am taking a very long break to recover. Lipid profile was wacked as one would imagine. Added a few supps that should help and trying to eat clean. Still donating blood every 56 days. I am also plagued with injuries that I have had for years but are now getting just too painful to ignore.
Right shoulder torn labram, left shoulder rotator cuff and inguinal hernia number 3 has become evident. Backed down on weight and upped reps and sets. Still training shoulders but much lighter than I have in years. With the tattoo shop so busy three fn surgeries are not even a consideration until next fall. My younger life revolved around motocross and crotch rockets. Both have taken their toll on my body. Been chucked of dirtbikes more times than I can count and totalled 4 sports bikes. Broken eye socket, 2 broken hands, fractured tail bone, 2 broken hips,plate and 4 screws on pelvis, 3 hernias, removed gullbladder, kidney stones, both shoulders torn up, acl and meniscus left leg repaired, 3rd degree burns on right leg and more fucking road rash than I care to talk about. God damn I am lucky to be alive and not in a wheelchair. Pain is part of my daily life but I have risen above it and learned to live with it like a dickhead roomate. LOL. I have given my sweat and blood in the gym, lost 40lbs and taken 8 inches off my waist. I have earned my right to call myself a body builder. Will I ever walk across a stage or be on the cover of a magazine? NO! However I am part of this community and live and breathe this shit. Isn't that who we are?
So that's where I have been. Now that you have read this mini novel, go to sleep n grow fuckers!!!!! LMFAO.
Poor 24yr old kid who has seen his share action on the battlefield and suffers from ptsd as so many of our brave men and women do. He is actually a personal trainer at a local gym and just starting his journey with AAS. First cycle is test only. Had I known he was considering a cycle in advance, I would have asked him to wait til he was 30 and maxed out naturaly. Like many of us did early on, he has relied very heavily on "the big guy at the gym" for his advice and mega over priced and suspect gear. So my mind set is if he is going to do this I need to help him be safe. At least he was smart enough to do a low dose test only first cycle. I guess so at 140.00 for one bottle of test c 300mg! Fuck, I am in the wrong business. LOL. AI and blood testing were like foreign language to him. So on top of being busy, I have picked up a side project as well. Plus he thinks I'm a fucking genius. Poor kid.
As far as me, I have backed off my TRT protocol to just 120mg test a week. 60mg every 84 hours and I am still Keeping a test level over 1000. Estro been around 50 but I have adjusted my adex accordingly. Labs were yesterday and just waiting for results. I expect my test level to dip a bit under 1000 and my estro to be around 25-30. Ran two long cycles of test,mast,tren,var and GH pretty much back to back. Not wise and now I am taking a very long break to recover. Lipid profile was wacked as one would imagine. Added a few supps that should help and trying to eat clean. Still donating blood every 56 days. I am also plagued with injuries that I have had for years but are now getting just too painful to ignore.
Right shoulder torn labram, left shoulder rotator cuff and inguinal hernia number 3 has become evident. Backed down on weight and upped reps and sets. Still training shoulders but much lighter than I have in years. With the tattoo shop so busy three fn surgeries are not even a consideration until next fall. My younger life revolved around motocross and crotch rockets. Both have taken their toll on my body. Been chucked of dirtbikes more times than I can count and totalled 4 sports bikes. Broken eye socket, 2 broken hands, fractured tail bone, 2 broken hips,plate and 4 screws on pelvis, 3 hernias, removed gullbladder, kidney stones, both shoulders torn up, acl and meniscus left leg repaired, 3rd degree burns on right leg and more fucking road rash than I care to talk about. God damn I am lucky to be alive and not in a wheelchair. Pain is part of my daily life but I have risen above it and learned to live with it like a dickhead roomate. LOL. I have given my sweat and blood in the gym, lost 40lbs and taken 8 inches off my waist. I have earned my right to call myself a body builder. Will I ever walk across a stage or be on the cover of a magazine? NO! However I am part of this community and live and breathe this shit. Isn't that who we are?
So that's where I have been. Now that you have read this mini novel, go to sleep n grow fuckers!!!!! LMFAO.
