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Rumination is a bitch. I tend to do that too long when I allow certain things to happen to me. You know, like why I spent 5 years more with the ex-wife than I should have. She damn near dragged me down to her level of mental illness and beat me with experience. At least I had the gumption to...

In his defense, he never said exactly what his vitamins were. Testosterone and Deca count as supplements, right?

In all honesty, I'm surprised it is above 200 myself. But no, I haven't taken anything since January 15, 2024. I think it is still low enough to warrant TRT though, lol. EDIT: The only thing I am taking is Vitamin D, DHEA, my blood pressure medication, allergy medication, and that daily pill...

While I shouldn't be posting from work, I did get my results in. 311 ng/dL which is higher than I thought it would be! EDIT: Who am I kidding, I'm over IT so I can do what I want at work, lmao.

Sure, we can do whatever we want!

Now that I am at a new job and randomly tested, I can no longer smoke. My two favorite strains from last year were Gorilla Glue and Zkittlez. Now one of my buddies had this stuff that smelled awful, tasted nasty, and had me glued to the couch for four hours before I could finally move. He has...

I decided to stop going with the online clinic that basically gave me whatever I wanted and am currently waiting on the lab results from a local HRT doctor. The telemedicine clinic routinely allowed me to peg >1,500 on my total testosterone, allowed me to take Deca at a low dose weekly, and...

When I was on it, I had Peter North like loads. It wasn't worth the estrogen related side effects though. They were too hard to control with Anastrozole. I either had high estradiol sides or crashed it, but could never find a happy medium while on it. I was also told hCG would give me...

I'm hungry for Pizza today...

The biggest thing is the massive muscle pumps. When I deadlift, the lower back pumps are bordering on the intense side. I also find my muscles tend to get harder and I generally gain a small amount of muscle every time I take it. Edit, I also lose fat. I want to try tren for a winter cycle...

I'm prescribed 50 mg of Var, daily, which I do at least 2x per year for an 8 week run each time. I'd do it more, but it really screws with my lipids and that is the most I am willing to push it.

My first vehicle was a hand me down, 1981 Chevrolet Malibu Classic with a 3.8L V6. It had a whopping 110 HP and 170 lb-ft of torque. 0-60 was 15 seconds and the quarter mile was 20.5 seconds on that thing. Oddly, if I were to rebuy a car from my past, it would be a 1996 Thunder Chicken which...

Oh yeah, I'm back in the gym now and able to work out.

I just wanted to follow up on what life has been like since having COVID so many times. First off, it made my inner ear issue way worse than it was before. For example, before I sneeze, I get nauseated. Then when I squat or deadlift, I get nauseated too. Next on the docket, it made my...

My first wife never did PEDs and she died from a cerebral aneurism due to a congenital birth defect. It can happen. The messed up thing about my first wife was that procedures and surgeries were performed to prolong her life and she still died at 34 years of age.

John Wick Chapter 4. I watched it in the theater 2x because I left before the end credit scene the first time I saw it.

I used to be prescribed the stuff because of my work schedule when I worked strictly IT. Sometimes I worked nights, sometimes I worked days. Sometimes my night shift started after I wrapped up a day shift. It allowed me to remain productive when I was sleep deprived and that was about it.

Mine have color. One is the cliché yin-yang sun which was designed by my first wife and myself before her passing. The other is a Celtic Knot that many of my other family members have. Each shoulder has a tattoo.

Is it weird that the more I do this the more I prefer Indica to Sativa? It used to be the other way around, lol.

IDK what my buddy gave me earlier tonight but it was both harsh and potent. I'm glad he told me to be careful with it because the chick who took four hits had a case of the giggles. EDIT: He did call it Gorilla Glue...