BrutesorGods
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Reading through ERandICU-RN's thread and was reminded of something I've been thinking about lately. We hear about "roid rage" all the time but in my experience I've only ever raged during the low points in both my life and in cycles. That is to say... when I've come off or when I was totally natty and killing my health with stress. I suppose I've felt extremely dominant on certain things but rarely angry and definitely not rageful.
I've thought for a long time that losing your cool and wrecking shit is actually the complete opposite of manliness or masculinity so it could just be confirmation bias to a certain extent. (or maybe it's just certain substances... var does seem to make my fuse a bit shorter)
Is this the same in your experience? If so I wish more people understood this... because usually when I'm on I'm a ****ing zen master. ...and now that I'm coming off I made an ass of myself by getting up in this dude's face because I thought he was mad-dogging me :beaten:
I've thought for a long time that losing your cool and wrecking shit is actually the complete opposite of manliness or masculinity so it could just be confirmation bias to a certain extent. (or maybe it's just certain substances... var does seem to make my fuse a bit shorter)
Is this the same in your experience? If so I wish more people understood this... because usually when I'm on I'm a ****ing zen master. ...and now that I'm coming off I made an ass of myself by getting up in this dude's face because I thought he was mad-dogging me :beaten: