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Hey, guys and thank you in advance to anyone who's willing to help me.
First off I'd like to point out that I thoroughly regret my decision of starting an oral Winstrol only cycle and taking an interest in AAS at such as young age as I'm only 20 years old. I've been careless and very irresponsible and I feel very ashamed. I didn't even get my hands on any PCT before I started my cycle which brings me to the issue I'm currently experiencing.
I started taking 20mg Winstrol on the 1st of July and have been taking it daily since then. My issue arose about 40 hours ago from the time of this post when I had ONE 330ml 5,2% ABV beer. I don't know if the beer triggered my issue or whatever but after consuming that beer I started getting really anxious about whether I had severely damaged my liver or not. Most likely my liver is fine and I'm just imagining things since I haven't really experienced any severe symptoms of liver damage. Even though I've calmed down a bit I've still been feeling quite nervous ever since and I'm now starting to experience quite a bad Testosterone shutdown which got even worse because I decided not to take my daily Winstrol yesterday (11th of July) since I wanted to let my liver rest a day just in case (if that helps even).
My initial plan was to do a 6 week cycle of 20mg Winstrol administered orally everyday and a 4 week PCT of 40mg Nolvadex on day 1-14 and then 20mg Nolvadex on day 15-30. It's gonna take a few days and in worst case up to 1.5 - 2 weeks until I can get my hands on any PCT. Since I'm only 1.5 weeks into this 6 week cycle I wonder if it's safe and possible to just stop taking Winstrol and letting my hormone values restore themselves on their own, or if I should continue taking Winstrol to counter these side effects until I get my hands on PCT and then immediately begin my PCT. Or do you guys have any other suggestions on what I should do?
I'm feeling like a total emotional bitch right now and I'm really scared that I might have severely ****ed up my hormones, I don't wanna be stuck like this because I feel horrible. I'm also still a bit nervous about my liver since I have a slightly odd feeling (quite mild, not painful or anything) on the right side of my upper and lower abdomen, but this might be placebo for all I know since I'm generally quite an anxious person and I haven't really experienced any abdominal pains or any severe symptoms of liver failure like that.
I'll be forever grateful for any help that I can get, and yes, I'm very aware that I made an extremely poor and irrational decision and I hate myself for it but what is done is done. I'll most likely never do AAS again or at least not until I'm older and have a lot more training experience because this stupid decision and thinking of mine turned into quite the painful experience. Thank you.
First off I'd like to point out that I thoroughly regret my decision of starting an oral Winstrol only cycle and taking an interest in AAS at such as young age as I'm only 20 years old. I've been careless and very irresponsible and I feel very ashamed. I didn't even get my hands on any PCT before I started my cycle which brings me to the issue I'm currently experiencing.
I started taking 20mg Winstrol on the 1st of July and have been taking it daily since then. My issue arose about 40 hours ago from the time of this post when I had ONE 330ml 5,2% ABV beer. I don't know if the beer triggered my issue or whatever but after consuming that beer I started getting really anxious about whether I had severely damaged my liver or not. Most likely my liver is fine and I'm just imagining things since I haven't really experienced any severe symptoms of liver damage. Even though I've calmed down a bit I've still been feeling quite nervous ever since and I'm now starting to experience quite a bad Testosterone shutdown which got even worse because I decided not to take my daily Winstrol yesterday (11th of July) since I wanted to let my liver rest a day just in case (if that helps even).
My initial plan was to do a 6 week cycle of 20mg Winstrol administered orally everyday and a 4 week PCT of 40mg Nolvadex on day 1-14 and then 20mg Nolvadex on day 15-30. It's gonna take a few days and in worst case up to 1.5 - 2 weeks until I can get my hands on any PCT. Since I'm only 1.5 weeks into this 6 week cycle I wonder if it's safe and possible to just stop taking Winstrol and letting my hormone values restore themselves on their own, or if I should continue taking Winstrol to counter these side effects until I get my hands on PCT and then immediately begin my PCT. Or do you guys have any other suggestions on what I should do?
I'm feeling like a total emotional bitch right now and I'm really scared that I might have severely ****ed up my hormones, I don't wanna be stuck like this because I feel horrible. I'm also still a bit nervous about my liver since I have a slightly odd feeling (quite mild, not painful or anything) on the right side of my upper and lower abdomen, but this might be placebo for all I know since I'm generally quite an anxious person and I haven't really experienced any abdominal pains or any severe symptoms of liver failure like that.
I'll be forever grateful for any help that I can get, and yes, I'm very aware that I made an extremely poor and irrational decision and I hate myself for it but what is done is done. I'll most likely never do AAS again or at least not until I'm older and have a lot more training experience because this stupid decision and thinking of mine turned into quite the painful experience. Thank you.