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My GP doesn’t understand why I’m on TRT.
Most people don’t understand why I do it and they see it as either cheating nature or risking my health for aesthetic reasons, but when I take a step back, I’m glad they don’t understand. I’m thankful that they have never experienced the feeling of losing all glimmers of hope or the feeling of fear when you realize tomorrow will feel exactly the same as today.
I’ve been in some very dark places. I’ve experienced what 8 years of depression feels like. I’ve experienced what it feels like to go to the doctor, beg him for help, and have him hand you a waiver that says if you kill myself he’s not responsible, write you script for an anti-depressant, and advise you to pray.
I began TRT in November of 2012. I didn’t start because I was looking for a short cut. It started because I was looking for a way to live. I wanted to be eager for life. I wanted to want to make love to my wife. I wanted to feel progression.
I’m not the same guy I was 8 months ago. Without a doubt, my body has changed. I’ve gained 16 lbs. I’ve become more muscular, and I’m lifting weights that haven’t been within the realm of possibility since I was 18. It not just physical youth that TRT gives you, though. It gives you spirit.
Those who don’t understand TRT have never truly had their spirit broken; so they can never understand how good it feels when it’s finally mended. They don’t understand what it’s like be on TRT and enjoy your music loud, your weights heavy, be a walking erection, and be proud of the man you’ve become.
My GP recommends ceasing my TRT. Fuck him. The lucky bastard doesn’t understand.
Most people don’t understand why I do it and they see it as either cheating nature or risking my health for aesthetic reasons, but when I take a step back, I’m glad they don’t understand. I’m thankful that they have never experienced the feeling of losing all glimmers of hope or the feeling of fear when you realize tomorrow will feel exactly the same as today.
I’ve been in some very dark places. I’ve experienced what 8 years of depression feels like. I’ve experienced what it feels like to go to the doctor, beg him for help, and have him hand you a waiver that says if you kill myself he’s not responsible, write you script for an anti-depressant, and advise you to pray.
I began TRT in November of 2012. I didn’t start because I was looking for a short cut. It started because I was looking for a way to live. I wanted to be eager for life. I wanted to want to make love to my wife. I wanted to feel progression.
I’m not the same guy I was 8 months ago. Without a doubt, my body has changed. I’ve gained 16 lbs. I’ve become more muscular, and I’m lifting weights that haven’t been within the realm of possibility since I was 18. It not just physical youth that TRT gives you, though. It gives you spirit.
Those who don’t understand TRT have never truly had their spirit broken; so they can never understand how good it feels when it’s finally mended. They don’t understand what it’s like be on TRT and enjoy your music loud, your weights heavy, be a walking erection, and be proud of the man you’ve become.
My GP recommends ceasing my TRT. Fuck him. The lucky bastard doesn’t understand.