I have been out of the game for about 10 years, and I was drug down some pretty shitty roads. I have went through a divorce to a woman that was so jealous of me being a bodybuilder that she made my life hell, so I left the only thing that made me, me, if that makes any sense? I was known on several boards back in the day as Massiv, and as you can see, that is my name on this board. If anyone recognizes me, please hit me up. I am very happy to have found this board and I look forward to getting spun back up on everything that I have been missing over this absence. I am 51, wiegh 240 lbs, and I am 5'-8" Tall. I have not actively been in the gym for the past 10 years, and I am not sure if i will ever be able to compete again, because right now, its just trying to get my lazy, fat ass out of my house to even go to the gym. When i went through my divorce, i just kept in my house. The only reason that i would leave was for work, but that was it. I was a competitive bodybuilder for 4 years, and I did well between the years of 2005 and 2008. I competed as a Light Heavyweight and I competed in the State of Colorado, but that was about it. I know live with regret, so I guess this is why I am here. I need something to motivate me to get back into life and the gym. I have lost my fire, and I am very hopeful to find it here, so I am very happy to be here and i look forward to meeting several of you on this site.